This semester has been quite a journey. At the beginning of class, the exposure to how religion may have begun and what it actually may be was an excellent exercise for placing on the table what I believe and have faith in and examining it parallel to many different theories. I also had a chance to notice how my thought patterns work when it comes to “defending” my faith/practicing apologetics and the ordinary skill of listening. I noticed when I would be reading James, Freud, Pals, or Philips and even in class listening, verses or concepts would enter into my mind to combat certain ideas and draw conclusions that some ideas were akin to each other; I was always comparing. It was an exercise for me to put my faith or even supposed knowledge aside and absorb the teachings without firstly comparing. I learned two things from this – 1) Perhaps there is an advantage for an outsider to analyze religions which can sometimes blind one from seeing the truth or a truth or even a falsehood they believe to be true, I know that may sound odd because the believer is supposed to have the truth, but sometimes religious practice results in the blind leading the blind, so when an outsider comes in he has nothing to defend, he is only a witness who attempts to put the puzzle together such as Frazer or Freud to share some insight and 2) As I read the theories of diverse philosophers and others in different fields it became inspiring that I can enter in on the quest of philosophy and noticed that I was always suspicious of the suspicious, recollecting on supposed knowledge and the practicing of a new facet of contemplating which allowed me to take a closer look at how religion really does play out in my life and others that I know– my mind was constantly philosophizing and mind you I was taking 5 philosophy courses this semester so it was mandatory to philosophize, but for me I felt all the exposure was healthy…
This class also displayed to me the advantage of understanding ones faith and other theories in order to see a whole picture from many fields and also to be able to critique and meditate on what is being said–there were many basic questions that were put before the class that most in a religious faith would claim to believe in such as God exists, God created the world, the idea that miracles exist, the trinity, etc, and yet alot of these ideas were put on a shelf as invalid or reduced to something else or thought of as improbable and doubt was cast on the idea– some more convincing than others, but still one might subscribe to the idea and become one of those folks who “LOSE THEIR FAITH”, or jump ship, nevertheless the idea of questioning the knowledge that is out there that one accepts as absolute truth is not seen as the truth to many– and many look upon the religious as fanatics, this is not so, you can spot one by the remembering the following:
“A fanatic is someone who can’t change his mind and won’t change the subject.” [Winston Churchill]
They come in all fields, so be on the look out. To understand the other side of a story and accept it as truth is to be IN – FORM -(ED) or fall IN –FORMATION but to whose form are you succumbing to? Question the question is what this class seemed to invite me to do, a dose of skepticism I appreciate.
I also felt the deep inquiry that alot of these theorists endeavored in, opened up the door to what religion is to many — A science, a psychology, a discipline, a faith/beliefsystem, the last hope, a myth, or all of these things but that the search for what religion is being on the minds of many to me is beneficial for the civilization as a whole. I believe spirituality supports reality, the unseen reality or order that we take for granted daily, so if many want to try to explain it in layman’s terms, be our guest, the ancients laid out a platform for us to build on.
About twelve years ago upon reading the bible, I would come across verses that would refer to other books that were not in the bible, such as the book of Jasher, Enoch, Nathan the Prophet, and others that I would find people commenting on as non canonical. Upon getting ahold of some of these books and reading them for myself, I witnessed the vastness of what we call religion and how it cannot and should not be constrained to the idea of what we know today as organized religion which seeks to IN FORM without question, a method of learning that I do not agree with. Even Nicodemus questioned the Master in order to seek truth. The quest /tion for me opened up the door to read the Pseudepigrapha of the Old and New Testament, the Dead Sea Scrolls, the Gnostic Scriptures, the Nag Hammadi texts, the Apocrypha, the Zohar, Sefer Yetzirah, the Gospel of Barnabas, and a host of other books and some from other faiths that have been very interesting to my stance on faith. Many mental and spiritual doors swung open for me without feeling like I was compromising my faith but that I was actually learning as I have in this class.
Thank you for the true nature of religious experience–learning in the spirit.

”Now if they just even hint at mentioning that Mary wasn’t a virgin, you know what to do, right?”